My name is Serenity and I am a failure on my birthday.
My boyfriend made me cake. My boyfriend made me cupcakes. My boyfriend ordered pizza. My boyfriend made my favorite iced tea. How in the world can I resist my baby?
I got presents I love very much. My foster mother bought me a card and filled it with writing. It touched my heart.
I am loved. I am me. There is no reason for me to stop eating.
My life is the best it's gonna get right now because I have so many people that care infinitely for me. I'm a blessed person.
Why can't I always see it?
Why does my mind have to torture me and tell me how fat I am? Tell me how worthless I am? Am I?
I don't think so.
But today I am a failure. I am a failure because I gave into temptation and ate. I am a Failure because Ana tells me so and I cannot deny her words.
*sigh*
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