Friday, July 16, 2010

This is Jack's attempt at an introduction.

My name is Serenity and I am 15 years old as of tomorrow.

Tomorrow is my birthday where my mom gave me this waste of a life at 7:19 in the morning. She sacrificed so much for me, she punished me, and I watched her demise until the day she died on the morning of June 12th, 2010. It doesn't matter anymore all she did to me, because at the end of the day I always loved her. And now I can't tell her that anymore.

I wonder if she's with Daddy. Because I hope they're both happy wherever they are. I am my mother's and my father's legacy. And I miss them to the deepest pits of Oblivion. And they can never be proud of me until I am thin. Until I am the beautiful daughter they would've wanted.

I am huge. I am fat.
I am undeserving of food, but only because food is an enemy I shall never call friend.
It's meant to poison, to kill. And I want no part of it.
I don't want to be the average girl. I want to be the thinnest I can be, and then thinner.
Because after all,
Failure Is Meant For Pigs.

Stay strong,
Lovelies :)

Yours, Serenity.

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