I am Jack's call for help.

If you love life, then you'll love death, because a mystery is a mystery. And life is full of mysteries, full of hope, full of opportunities you may never have. But death, in a way, is a puzzle no one else has solved except for those who crossed the line into it.

So let me tell you, my choice is a choice I make to cross over into death in a way that will make me Perfect in life. There is no need for help because I did not call for it. Nor did I want you to help me. So go on with your life and once my picture appears in the obituaries, know that I chose it, and it's my fault, so give up on me, that why I can prove that no one else cares at all.

xxx

This is my silent suicide.

Stay strong, live thin, lovelies.

Yours Truly.

This is Jack's attempt at an introduction.

My name is Serenity and I am 15 years old as of tomorrow.

Tomorrow is my birthday where my mom gave me this waste of a life at 7:19 in the morning. She sacrificed so much for me, she punished me, and I watched her demise until the day she died on the morning of June 12th, 2010. It doesn't matter anymore all she did to me, because at the end of the day I always loved her. And now I can't tell her that anymore.

I wonder if she's with Daddy. Because I hope they're both happy wherever they are. I am my mother's and my father's legacy. And I miss them to the deepest pits of Oblivion. And they can never be proud of me until I am thin. Until I am the beautiful daughter they would've wanted.

I am huge. I am fat.
I am undeserving of food, but only because food is an enemy I shall never call friend.
It's meant to poison, to kill. And I want no part of it.
I don't want to be the average girl. I want to be the thinnest I can be, and then thinner.
Because after all,
Failure Is Meant For Pigs.

Stay strong,
Lovelies :)

Yours, Serenity.